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Cherie Ze Berry


I grow older every 0211
This is somewhere to keep my memories
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Go away to Wonderland
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Fui Wern
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Limin
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shitless
Life after you
mathafakah.
Replayed



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Super Girl
Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 7:40 PM

Yesterday G.I.D was fun. :)

Chow and Jeff was there, didn't expect that. :l

My sister warned me to be more lady like,

But I went against my word once i stepped into ballroom two.

SOWEEEE

Btw, this is the last time I'm going to blog for one, two weeks?

Or probably when Xin Vee sent me the pictures I'll blog again. :D
shitless
Friday, April 23, 2010 @ 6:08 AM

Okay I'm honestly honestly honestly losing it.

This three weeks has been crap.

I don' know if any of you guys even noticed it,

But I'm always irritated easily.

And my mood swings like monkeys chasing after a banana with wings

It's like suddenly,

I'm okay

Next thing you know,

I'm mad

Then who knew,

I'm suddenly on the verge of tears

MyGAWWWD

It's SHIT man.

sometimesitfeelslikeican'tbreathespeciallyafterisawyouandweignoreeachotheranditreallyhurtsme.
rememberlasttimeyousaidiwasyourfavouriteinmsn?
iwishweneverhadthisrelationshipsometimesbecauseitreallyhurtsmelikegodknowswhat.
buttheni'drealisethatinsomewaysithasbeenthebestforme,
becauseirealizethatnotonlyiwascapableoflovingapersonbutsomebodylovesmetoo
iwishedandamstillwishingthosetwodaysnevercome.
byfar,alliknownowisthatistillloveyouanditpainsmetosaythisbecauseiknowyouwon'tfeelthesameanymore.


Life after you
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 @ 3:15 AM

There is a monster in my bed


Talked with Mic today and yesterday about my problems.
Some depressive shit, eh?

I regretted what I did that I wrote on my last post.
But I’m still a girl,
And as much as I hate to say this,
I guess I did it because of jealousy

Well, if he did it on purpose it sure worked.
And I still can’t believe he could actually do that to me.
But then again, what I’m going to blog about,
Will relate to most of you out there.

Love is a really funny thing.
I asked my sister once,
Is it possible for people my age to find true love?
She told me absolutely not.
She said,
Love is when you are very happy; yet you will be also very sad.

If it really is an ‘absolutely not’,
Why did I, AM I, feeling these two emotions?
I tell myself I want to forget,
I try comforting myself,
Saying I got it better off,
“I don’t see him everyday”

Yet, even when I smile or laugh,
Somehow there was just something not right.

  • I got irritated easily.

Mic came to the conclusion
That no matter how I try to convince myself that I’m not sad,
I’m still sad in my heart.

And that no matter how you are determine to forget,
You won’t,
Not in a blink of eye, at least.

Especially now since I can’t forget,
And I got jealous?
There was only one thing to conclude.
I still have feelings for him.
Positive, negative?

It’s hard for me to say that,
But it’s even harder for me to lie,
That I’m feeling numb or whatever shit.
Because I’m not.
I’m not feeling numb.
I’m going delirious from the thought of everything.

Sometimes I really think I’m just dreaming.
When I talked about him,
I don’t look my friends in the eye
Except Mic

Sometimes what something somebody else does,
Reminds me of him.
And then I’ll remember laughing.
Laughing very easily.

Sometimes I see a pretty girl.
It’ll make me thing,
“Hey, he’ll flirt with her.”
Or maybe he did.
Then I’ll feel really sad.

If you’re reading this,
Just so you know,
When you told me you flirted and I said I don’t care. I was lying.
Thank God I was behind a laptop or you never would have believed me.

Now I wish I didn’t act so brashly.
But I don’t think there’s anything to do anymore.
I don’t think there is anything I can do.

As the wisest of my friend has put it
Just let things take its course

Yeah, I tried to control my life for a while.
But I realized,
My life can control itself already,
So why not just sit back and enjoy the ride?

As for this post,
It’s not meant to make you cry;
It’s not for your entertainment.

This is just something that is my undefined feeling,
Something I wanted to say, but just didn’t knew how too.


mathafakah.
Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 3:56 AM

I have been keeping everything in me for a THE longest Shite time of my life alright.

I don’t fucking give a shit if unwanted people checked out my blog right now,
Because, SERIOUSLY?

SERIOUSLY?!

I mean, COME ON.
Can you at least RESPECT ME?

I mean I know I give the ‘don’t know, don’t care’ attitude towards you,
But actually I DO.
I didn’t really care much if you FLIRT before,
I don’t care at allnow.

BUT IF YOU ASK ME TO SAY YOUR OWN FLIRT LINE TO MY OWN BEST FRIEND?

And tell me to tell her YOU LOVE HER?

LIKE SERIOUSLY?

I may be open minded,
But I’m still a GIRL.
I still get heartbroken.
Can’t you at least give me 2 months before you talk like that again?
NOOOO. OBVIOUSLY NOT.

Thanks man. You’ve just officially pissed me off.
From HERE ON OUT.

I will NEVER EVER be depressed and think twice about what used to happened.

Cookies from the net can be deleted.
Even if there’s a cyber footprint
I DON’T GIVE A FUCKING SHITE ANYMORE.

Mobile phone :
1000 + smses deleted including the before of the relationship & phone number.
Facebook :
Removed.

I'm only doing this because you pulled my hair trigger.
Your 'It's okay, You're Right To be Mad At Me' won't work anymore.

So consider yourself deleted, asshole.
Replayed
@ 2:04 AM

I had a dream, (I just woke up)

That I was with him again.

And that I was every where in the world with him.

I was standing in the middle of the street.

He walked to me.

And we managed to 'Jump' around the world.

By the end of the dream,

I remember I said to myself,

'I lost him once, But never again.'

Then we kissed.


I woke up.

And now I feel like crap.

Sometimes things can't go back the way they should be
Remember;
Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 7:56 AM


That promise of watching the stars with me.
Lifeless much?
@ 7:42 AM

I feel like blogging about a lot of things that happened during the past week.

But it's late.

Maybe tomorrow. :D
I'm awesome.
@ 6:44 AM



Me replying to Lady Gaga's 'Monster'. Enjoy. :)

Don’t call me GaGa
Isn't that your name?
I’ve never seen one like that before
You don't look in the mirror?! :0
Don’t look at me like that
Sorry. You looked to weird. :l
You amaze me
Thanks ♥

He ate my heart
I ate Chicken ♫
He a-a-ate my heart
I ate C-C-Chicken ♫
(You little monster)
You freaking weirdooo ♫

He ate my heart
OH I get it already. ==
He a-a-ate my heart out
With a Fork or Chopsticks?
(You amaze me)
I amaze myself too

Look at him
So hot.
Look at me
*PUKES*
That boy is bad
he broke my heart
And honestly
Honestly You're Very Weird.
He’s a wolf in disguise
He's mum had sex with a wolf :D
But I can’t stop staring in those evil eyes
But they won't stare back

I asked my girlfriend if she’d seen you round before
Can't reply to this. :l
She mumbled something while we got down on the floor baby
Oh?
We might’ve fucked not really sure, don’t quite recall
 Maybe Gaga's Friend looks hot. NOT GAGA
But something tells me that I’ve seen him, yeah
I don't think he wants to see you.

Okay I suck at this. But I'm bored. :)
Cherie Dramatic
@ 5:05 AM

New blog.

Maybe I'll blog the same things again?

I mean not the same.

Same topic, different words. :)